heroes?

HEROES, what a great show. At first ayinn recommended it to me. For just a few episodes I get sooo hooked with the show. Then my boyfriend said that he got nearly the entire episodes, and he got them burned on a dvd for me. After that my midnight movies was heroes. Watching them episodes by episodes until my notebook got so hot from playing the dvd. I just can't resist Milo, as he's Peter Petrelli in the show. He's hot. really2 hot. He reminded me of the show he's in before this; Gilmore Girls. He played Rory's rebellious boyfriend Jess. He's cute! ah! He also appears as Fergie's love interest in Fergie's music video 4 her single "Big Girls Don't Cry". U guys should watch it. Especially for Milo's die hard fan. He got these tatoos in the video clip, and he looked awesome! Who can resist this quiet, cute guy with the smouldering gaze of charm? Tell me!

Sylar, a.k.a. the villain in this show. He kills people, cutting their head open and eats their brain. What a psychopath?! That doesn't disgust me from watching the show. By the way, I just love how the show works. We can't predict anything for the next episodes. That glued my ass on the couch to continue watching the show. The show is the best since The OC. Agreeing with me guys? :) Anybody? Niki Sanders, that's the coolest chick ever. I want to be hot like her, and I want to be slim like her. Geez, that would be hard. Well, the shows ended with a stupid ending for the first season. How stupid is it, that not a single person realize about Sylar? Dammit! But that makes the show to be continued further, anyway right? i just can't wait for the second season!

blonde redhead

My boyfriend discovered a band that really captures me. Blonde Redhead. With a Japanese lead singer and two twins brother, can anything be anymore cooler than that? I just love Kazu (the lead singer) as she has this high, eerie voice which hovers over melodic guitar riffs and clockwork drum beats. Really cool. And she's hot too. An Asian chick who plays guitar and IS the lead singer of an indie rock band; geez.. I want to be like her. Nice musics, great lyrics. It's like ecstasy listening to their records. I just heard some of their songs, just a few of them. But I fell in love with the soulful voice and fuck, why didn't I discovered them earlier?! It's just a waste of art dammit! Melody is my favourite piece from the band. Maybe there's tons of their records that are good but I didn't have the chance to listen to it. They've released an album this year; 23, damn I didn't heard any of it yet. Maybe sooner or later I'll search for it.Hey guys, listen to them. They're fuckin' good!

Do good anyway

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway.If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway.The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway.The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them. Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you've got anyway.

moi masterpiece

How sweet are these? *wink* i love all the picture in here. It brings back memories. Memories with him. All the sweetest that I could remember. All the juiciest dreams I could ever imagine. He's here with me now. Thru ups and down in my life -there were almost downs in my life. I always have freak-outs. I never thought that somebody will cope it with me. Understanding. He could be my mum if he's a girl -I mean a woman :). Gosh! I couldn't say what he has done to me. But just imagine, he sacrifices all he's got to me, ungrateful me. All of it. Hey dude, thanx. For u are my love and my life. You ARE my rockstar.

It's tiring

I'm so tired of living. Sometimes I wish I was dead.Sometimes I wish I wasn't being born in this life. It's excruciating. It's so painful that I wet my pillows every night. It's tiring. It's pulling me towards salvation. I'm sick and tired of it. I’m sick and tired of it! I do my best all the time. I do what I have to do. No matter how it makes me cries and throb inside. I feel like no one cares. No one sees the effort. I do it and do it and do it until I’m sweating and sobbing and shaking. I get so filled with fury and hate that I can’t see. Everything starts to spin. I twitch and grope at the rope that will drag me to salvation but every inch closer I crawl, someone pulls it farther away, laughing at my tears, my sweat, my blood. It makes me sick. It’s not worth it. I find relief from it. I get up off my knees, brush of my clothes, the blood of my face and then I go away. I leave your laughter, your joy. All the fighting and trying is pointless. It’s like trying to walk trough a wall. And your bony pointless hatred still pokes me no matter where I run to get away from it. I can’t run, no matter how fast my legs move. Can’t hide no matter how dirty I’m willing to get. It’s all a game to you, a trick to see how far down the line you can push me I’m over the line now. What is a game to you now is my life.

The love of my life!

I never thought that I could fall in love to anybody in this world.Hah ha, big talk from a small me - tall 2 be exact. The first time I saw him, I fall for him. Big one. But he kinda resisted. I don't know how to say it, but I nearly gave up on him because it was really hard to like somebody that doesn't love me back. Yikes! I sounded like a love novel writer, haha! hmm.. by the way, now I got him, I mean me n him were together now. hah ha, I never thought it would end up this way. I'm so madly in love with him right now, and I bet he IS, too. He's everything to me. He understands me, and all of the listed criterias of your dream boyfriends *wink*, although his jealousy is killing me. But that shows how much he loves me right?

*yawn*

Does anyone know of a site like blogger & dead journal with the same stuff like them. I've been trying to find a new publishing thing like them but I haven't found one.

What the heck is this? I'm bad I'm bad. You know it. Join me or else.

Testing my bloggy

Testing, testing, testing.. Okay you got the point.

*cough*

Ah, my first post

Orang dah ke bulan aku baru nak create blog. haha, i don't know how will i manage my blog. But let see.. with tons of works to do, can I do it? Will I? Just see.. i could recall that I've created blogs at other places. But I didn't post anything new in it. because I get bored of it. Sot let see, how this blog is going to survive.. aite?
Everyone's blogging now, and I thought; hey, why don't I give it a try? Blogging. It does sounds interesting. Everyone's obsessions now. Other than ms of fs, right? Maybe I started my blog a little bit too late than others. So what? Better to start one than never. geez..
My blog will be a journal (maybe), or a punching bag to ease my boredom thru writings. That sounds lame. Lame, lame, lame! What a lame-o! Yikes! who will read my blog as I don't have any interesting things to offer? yada..yada..yada~ I'm talking thrash now, so I better stop. c u guys in future posts of mine, maybe 10 years later. hah ha!