Why is it SO hard to move on?

my heart's sinking. my soul is lost.
trying so hard to accept the fact that I'm nobody now. losing my other half; it have never crossed in my mind that it will be happening this sudden. and it hurt just to see even a small things can make me remember him.

It's hard not to cry. I missed his smell. his laugh.

Okay. enuff of this shit. ka, my mind is sumwherelse now. i can't write anything.

outtie