May 11, 2009

I miss you

It's a hard road,
Knowing I'll never see you again.

It was only a dream to think,
You felt the same as me.

Every moment spent with you,
Was just another dream come true.

I never forgot about you,
I'm just started living again.

I ran from the truth,
When it was right in front of me all along.

It was the best thing when I met you,
But saying goodbye was the hardest yet.

I'm not good enuff

Obviously, I'm not good enough for you I apologize,
I say I'm sorry
You say that it's not true
I don't know what to do, to make you stay with me I tried so hard,
I tried to open your eyes, make you see
But you push me away, you tell me to leave
I made a mistake I regret, and I'm craving for you to comeback

May 10, 2009

Why is it SO hard to move on?

my heart's sinking. my soul is lost.
trying so hard to accept the fact that I'm nobody now. losing my other half; it have never crossed in my mind that it will be happening this sudden. and it hurt just to see even a small things can make me remember him.

It's hard not to cry. I missed his smell. his laugh.

Okay. enuff of this shit. ka, my mind is sumwherelse now. i can't write anything.

outtie