I miss him. I miss his Bambi eyes pleading to me when he wants to sleep on my lap. Whenever I'm on the couch watching tv, he always fidget itself beside me. His soft fur really made me miss him. He left us last year. He got this virus, and suddenly he's gone. I remember the day when he got so sick from the virus, and his saliva was drooling averywhere; that includes my lap. Me and my sister brought him to a vet. He got a shot and the vet told us maybe he got viruses in him but she can't do anything as he never got a shot from any vet. After that we went home, and just for half an hour of difficult breathing, he was a goner. my brother buried him at the back of our house. I didn't cry as I'm not such weenie (I did cried a bit *sniff*). But since that day, I miss him a lot. Especially today when my other cat fidget itself beside me to watch tv with me. Duh, it's only a cat. And so what? I miss him like hell!
frank sinatra (i love it when 'he' sings his songs), the cardigans, blonde redhead (i jz love kazu n the twins), lilly allen (she brings back my cheery mood), avril (her slow songs inspired me), anybody loves lovefool? *im diggin it!*, bell x1 (eve the apple of my eyes is the greatest lullaby 4 me)
my fav "SHEEP"
lambie. it's a he. sometimes he's a she. depending on my mood :)) it bleats "baa.." when u turn it upside down, putting it back on it's feet again. funny is it? :) now it is not with me, somewhere in my baby's closet - i think. hey! give it back to me!
in the shadow
somebody listen please. it used to be so hard being me. living in the shadow. of someoneelse's dream. trying to find a hand to hold. but evry touch felt cold to me. living in a nightmare. a never-ending sleep. but now that I am wide awake. then I can finally see. don't feel sorry for me.
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